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busymonth!?

2011-10-23T19:37:00.001+08:00

one month one post :/
haha!
okay,ahemm..where should i start?

1st Oct 2011: My lovely memorable blessed 21st birthday =D
really do enjoyed my 21st birthday very much!
and super thank the super bf for the super surprise! ♥
walked all the way from 1u to my house,which took him 40mins.
somemore at night,under the moon!haha!
really banyak hati!hahaha!and i really surprised! :*
i got the love from kb,the love from kuching,the love from Melbourne & Adelaide! ♥

lazy to choose pics.haha!
everything is on fb.go there see if u want.haha!

hmmm..after my bday celebration,i had no idea what im busying with.the whole month is a busy month for me.in a good way.haha!oh and then my mom and bro came.october is a food month for me too.ate so much.getting rounder and rounder already now.don get shock.haha!

had mock exam on last thursday and friday.as usual,i don know how to do!yay! :'( stress ah you know!gotta get scold from the lecturers ~~i guess~~,definitely!

yesterday was a boring day.totally had nothing to do.wake up,sent cousin to airport,go collect my parcel *excited*,had brunch,watch bridesmaid-i super love,fb,twitter,weibo,fb twitter weibo,fb twitter weibo,fb twitter weibo,sleep!i had nothing better to do!hahaha!

the parcel i received!

the face was literally =D when i saw YCK name on it!

all the way =D till i reach home.

love you love you!

and all this was stuff inside it!haha!

hairband,earrings,umbrella,bottle,notebook,make-up brushes and a hot pant!!

wheehuu!!

i love you!

you = yapceekkeen & ongyenyee!

for the love all the way from aus :*

forgot to mention!watched a nice movie yesterday!i love it!it's call Bridesmaids!

really heartfelt for me!cried,touched!love it!

something,something..that something..

the precious past,the present,and the future!

the forever!

♥

2011-09-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

last week of September.
it's time to start revision/study ady.
mock exam is coming,and the real exam is coming too! :(
get 19marks for P3 in test 2.
im worrying myself =\
keep disappointing on myself.

last week of September.
many thoughts in my mind.
a month where i get to know myself more,
a month where i force myself to accept the reality,
a month that i know im growing older already.
so many things,so many thoughts,which cant be spoken..
deep down the sea...
something is missing i guess.

tic toc tic tok...

2011-09-18T01:37:00.000+08:00

decided to wait my stomach digest all the food i consumed just now,so here i am to blah.
ate too much always is my problem. how to get rid of this problem? :(

went to Genting theme park to celebrate Msia day!
with the cousins of course.i have limited frens,i know.haha!
played 5games only in total,due to the keep-on-rain condition and super heavy mist.
i love the weather and the atmosphere there. so fresh! a nice escape from the haze and the super hot dry weather =D
i wish there's a new theme park in Malaysia. a bigger one, a more excited one!thank you :)

i know i look older without the bangs.

scarf as umbrella!haha!

haha!

*love*

oh yea!monday is coming,and im not ready for the progress test yet.
Mr. M and Mr. D,you are allow to smack me if you want =D

it's time to shower and go to bed.
time to start diet again too.bye holidays!!

oh no september oledi ahhhh!

2011-09-14T22:05:00.000+08:00

too long din update my blog ady.
busy.with.....dont know.
deferred my research paper yesterday.
happy coz i no need think when to start and how to start the research.
imma failure i know =/

oh i had a shorter hair now.and i love it =D

sui bo?hahahaha!

fren asked me if doomsday really happen,you will choose graduate first or doomsday first?
my answer is,graduate first.hahahha!omg i so love study!if i have a choice,i don want doomsday to come!and i also don believe it will come.because i dont want to die young!haha!

realised that im a person who will think so so so much before making one decision.hmmm...sometime,this is not good.when you think more,you'll lost the momentum,you'll lost the courage,and you'll lost the fun too :( why should i think so much?why should i always scare myself? no idea..haha!

the second progress test is on this monday and tuesday.again,same old pattern.havent touch my notes yet.hmm..why i love to do things last minute?why i love to make myself regret?i had no idea too!haha!

so many friends leaving to oversea for their study.you all are so brave!give you one thumb!haha!good luck my friends.i know you all didnt read my blog,but still,good luck and all the best!hahaha!

2011-08-21T09:13:00.000+08:00

woke up at 630 in the morning =D
i feel good!
monday,monday!tomorrow is monday!!
result is out tomorrow!!bless me please!
thank you :)

随着年龄的增长，心灵也会跟着成长。
觉得自己没以前的暴躁，没以前的小气，不会complaint多多了，EQ也增加了。
恋爱，让我成长了；周围的人与事，也让我成长了。

lovely sunday

2011-08-14T18:45:00.000+08:00

exhausted.
went to 3 classes this morning - Ritmo Zum, Funky line dance and body combat!
body combat really do kill me!die straight straight!hahahaha!
basically just go there and let people see jokes.coz i don know how to dance! LOL
like a spoiled machines.oh no,even a spoiled machine is better than me i guess!
finally found a reason for myself to continue my gym contract.
hmmm...still in consideration...haha!

had lunch with frens and chitchat alot!
planning for some trip after progress test 2 and hopefully this trip will be success larh!
i really want to go pulau!!! finally can found frens who willing to go.
we checked the rates for pulau package and also the flight!super efficient.haha!
super excited.coz i never been to pulau since i was born!!can you believe?? lol

having a small headache now.i can feel my head is heavy and my shoulders are like stone!hope tomorrow i still can walk like a normal human being larh!

the first prom.

2011-08-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

if you got my facebook,you'll probably know i went to prom last friday.
disappointment is what i get.prom should be fun one right?!
the acca prom i went was boring,and lame programs they had.
lame magic,lame dancer,lame singer,lame dj.
everybody was talking with their frens when the shows were going on.
and then the 'yum-seng' happened.like what you saw in a chinese wedding dinner.
okay specifically for my readers,special photo!hahaha!

it's just a stupid photo with stupid poses by the stupid me!hahaha!ignore me thank you!
honestly,do you think that i look old with this prom-look?
for me,i think i look old and i had a big head.the only thing i like about this prom-look is the make up!haha!thanks to my cousin!! =DD i look alike my mom!!haha!hello mum!

let's see the before & after make up look!

any differences? =D

a sad case of me.everybody says i gain weight compare to those days.yeah i know!i know im already fat,and now,im getting fatter!!so sad can die!fyi,i havent loss weight yet this year!this is so wrong!!each year must decrease a little bit right!!oh im guilty now =p

another sad case.im having progress test next monday and tuesday!again,not even started to touch the notes.sigh boleh mati.and results are coming out on 22nd august!hello acca-ians!!good luck for me,and good luck for you too!

time to shower and kangxi satu set and tidur!!
good night peeps!! ;)

it's friday!

2011-07-22T12:34:00.000+08:00

oh im sick.sick of being sick :(

went to gym yesterday and i feel healthier after sweating alot!haha!
saw one aunty naked in steam room.
heard another woman fart so loud in the steam room.luckily the aunty already come out from the steam room.this is so not hygiene right!the wet environment with the toxic gas together!OMG!can u imagine?after that woman fart,she straight come out from the steam room and pretend like nothing happen.luckily i never go to steam room.first choice always is sauna room =D

another interesting story is a stupid bird banged my balcony glass sliding door.really loud the sound.i tot there was somebody trying to break into my house!phewww~luckily!and im really amaze when i saw the bird was turning 360degree for a few rounds before falling to the floor.i tot this will only happen in cartoons!hahaha!there's actually another bird there.after the first bird banged,the second bird straight stop himself and fly to the opposite house's rooftop and stood there looking at his fren.that bird was dizzy and rest himself on my balcony.i just stand at my living room and observed the bird.because you know,i scare animals!i cant describe what i saw by writing it out.it's really difficult to find words and explain it here.really.hope that bird wont come back revenge by releasing all his shit at my balcony.not my fault right?haha!

have a nice weekend everybody ;)
and remember,drink more water!this weather is killing people!

:)

2011-07-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

spent my holidays relaxingly.total gain: 4.5kg!hahaha!and it's time to start diet again.
diet,eat eat eat.diet,eat eat eat. cant believe my holidays so short :'(
started the first class yesterday.oh another brand new sem.oh another stressful sem.
if you want an easy life,don come to ACCA =\
people keep asking me why don wan to make this sem as the last sem.
and my reason is i don wan to work so early!and probably will take up another course O_O okay ignore me.i still cant figure out what i wanna be in the future.gimme some time to think,and i'll definitely figure it out. audit field or finance field?which one to go for?definitely is audit field first,after that,should i continue in audit field or continue in finance field?oh oh oh,let me finish this sem first.maybe by tat time i'll have an answer in my heart!like what the bf always said ♥

remember,don wear any yellow thingy tomorrow.
lecturer told us his fren was caught because he drive a yellow car!
funny right?hahaha!
luckily they din choose white as their colour.if not,i'll be caught.coz my car is in white,my house is in white,and my handphone too,white colour. LOL

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i miss everybody!

2011-06-23T00:36:00.000+08:00

hello im back.nobody cares,i know.haha!syiok sendiri @@

came back hometown for almost 6days,i think.lazy to use my brain.
so happy coz no need to stress for study,no need to use my own money for everything,and the most blissful thing is,EAT!oh god knows how many kg i had gained in these few days!!my daily routine is wake up,watch tv,eat,eat,eat,eat,online,eat eat eat,the sims 3,online,eat eat and sleep!so pig right!i know!don remind me please!what i do is always against my plan!

oh i had a bad hair-do!really bad!so regret can die.i should not be so loyal as always!grrrrr~ feels like wanna re-do,but cant,coz my hair is in a very damage and dehydrated situation!no good!

came back so many days but i didn't ask friends out.see,im so 宅女 =\ actually is because im too lazy to move,too lazy to think what to wear,too lazy to think where to hang out.,and also because of my hair!haha!so conclusion,im extremely lazy person!

oh i still have one week left to enjoy my super relax life!can i dont go back study?time really flies!no like!stress one month plus,relax two weeks!no like!imbalance you know!ish...

time to sleep ady!woohoo~good night peeps!

2011-05-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

stress
stress
stress
stress
stress
hope i got enough time to prepare for my final!!
tak boleh fail!tak boleh fail!!!!
=\

It's MAY it's MAY

2011-05-08T18:45:00.000+08:00

OMG it's already 8th MAY!
ONE MONTH to go for my final!!
super scary!!
because I HAVENT START STUDY!!
NOT EVEN FLIP THRU/TOUCH MY NOTES!
i should be super nervous now.
because im already late one week to start my revison!
usually one month before exam,i sure will super nervous super kiasi and will study.
and now,i don know why!!
okay ignore me!hahaha!

life's too bored to be alone,sometime.
i miss so many people right now!!
i miss going out having fun and eat till drop.

say hi to my twin!hahaha!
im the big one (the size) and she's the small one.
one day i'll be the small one,and you'll be the big one!muahahaha!
do we look alike?
=\

say hi to my sister!hahaha!
happy mother's day mom!!
the best mom ever <3
i love you!
didnt buy present for mom this year because i believe the best present is save money!hahahaha!
im such a good daughter right? =DD

say hi to my brother!
all the best for your career and earn more money for me yar!
azza azza!!

say hi to me! =p
and say hi to you =D

It's time to cover myself with all the P1 and P2 notes!!
jia you everybody!!

我不要自闭

2011-05-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

lonely
i mrs lonely
i have nobody...

miss you so much yapceekkeen!!

power of make-up or the miracle of plastic surgery?

2011-04-29T00:31:00.000+08:00

dont you think they look alike? =\

get this photo from web.dunno who they are.

but they both look alike too.after plastic surgery.

angelababy

Dawn Yang

nowadays the plastic surgery so standardize one?

in the future,will i see the same faces of people walking on the road?

i may be will think that 'this is inception' LOL

the standardize face must have :

- big eyes

- sharp but not-too-big nose

- small tiny pinkish lips

- sharp face

- flawless skin

friends,please be the original you :D natural is always the best,right?haha!

or if you wanna go for plastic surgery,please don go to the same doctor.

i scare i cant recognise who are who. lol

no offence yar =D

2011-04-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

omg i super miss Lindt's macarons! :'(
siapa mau deliver for me?
i cant find a nice one around kl/pj!sad hor!
tried 2or3 bakery/cafe already,still..not as tasty as Lindt one!kenapa??
any suggestion people? =D

currently enjoying superlife. life's good!you? =p
almost every weekend also hang out,searching for food.
everyday after class,come back sit infront of com,watch movies/drama,eat,sleep.
plan to start study this week,but i fail again.
plan to exercise everyday,but i fail again.
the lazy worm i am!

oh so sad on my weight!
tried so hard,not so hard actually,but still,the weight cant reduce.
should i think positively? maintaining the weight is better than gaining the weight,right?lol
i hate it when the weight is maintaining while im putting the effort in reducing it.super annoying!
everyone is getting slimmer and slimmer,healthier and healthier,but me...
but at least im happy right?!doubting myself!hahahha!
i should learn from my friend!seriously!
this is her,when she was 13years old.

and now..she is..

like this...

i really should learn from her,seriously!!
azza azza fighting for those who are fighting to lose weight!
you can do it!believe yourself!!
i should quit chocolate,cakes,ice cream and fast food!seriously!!
i should hang a M-size t-shirt on my wall..
i should go and get hyori sexy poster and paste it on my wall...
i should..i should..i should control my brain!!telling myself IM NOT HUNGRY!!!
and some years later,when you meet me on the road,you'll get a shock!
it's either im a giant or im a super model! LOL

the newly bought sunglass,from night market!haha!

too sad.no power,which mean i need to buy contact lens!

and,

do i look like blind?

this is so me! lol

2011-04-08T16:16:00.001+08:00

this is so annoying :

it's time to start exercise already.
=D

hyori wannabe :DD

2011-03-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

aint she cool? she can be sexy,she can be pretty,she can be cute,she can be very sunny,she can brings out all the characters!
love her so much!in case you dunno who is she.... She is LeeHyori :DD my love!
i also wanna be like her!i wanna be cool,i wanna be pretty,i wanna be sexy,i wanna be cute! LOL
the most important one is,i wanna be thin like her! thin with a sexy body and not purely skinny :DD
okay!i know i gotta work 46841514612089% harder to get to this shape of body! i think i better sleep earlier and put more pillows under my head!

so depress by my body!really!went back hometown for 4days,and all my hard work gone!!GONE!i gain 3kg!shit!the neck become shorter, the stomach grows bigger,the waist become tree,the elephant legs,the the the big momma's body!oh no way!i don want to be like tat!im also a girl,who wanna dress up prettily fashionably adorably sexily....

don wanna think about it anymore.my body is annoying my mind!ugh!
it's time to go to bed!wake up tomorrow and go for exercise and everything will be okay!right? :D
work harder exercise harder eat lesser!!!
good night everybody!
stay slim people!!must enjoy being slim,okay?haha!

ps : i screwed my P2 test again!terrible horrible horizontal me! lol

hello miss moon :D

2011-03-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

" The Moon is full on March 19th right about when it's at perigee, its closest to Earth in its monthly orbit. And not all perigees are precisely the same. This one is a trace closer than usual. "

was shock by the moon just now. and was lucky to see the super moon too :DD
no pic was taken because i was in the car tat time,on the way to mont kiara,just to see the moon!haha!actually is nothing better to do,so just hang around :)

went to d' empire brasserie for dinner.
plan not to have dinner, because dieting, but...
ugh!tak boleh tahan!
so simply find one restaurant and went in.
i like the environment there.so romantic! a good place to celebrate any anniversary with your love one :D
about the food...
we ordered mushroom soup,carbonara linguini and beef salami pizza :D
pizza was nice,mushroom soup not bad too, only the carbonara linguini,disappointed.
still prefer alexis & vary pasta for the carbonara linguini :D SUPERB!!

super big plate.

hmmm..roses :D

yummy yummy pizza!

the mushroom soup :D

i think it's time to bed already!haha!
good night everybody!
im flying to the moon ;p

butterflies should never leave :)

2011-03-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

relationship.

recently too many cases happened around me.

good one,and bad one.

just share my thought :D

for everyone who is having a relationship...

every relationship always need continuous care and love no matter which stage you're in.

when you tot you're having a stable relationship,

actually it's not.

because love is not about one person,

it's about two person - you and your love one.

if you and your partner had been together for many years,

and are having a very stable relationship,

please,please don because of this 'stable relationship' words let your stable relationship become unstable relationship.

will you stop or only maintain your care when you're in a stable relationship?

answer is NO WAY!you should/must care more for him/her.

the feeling of "we-just-started" should not disappear or faded.,at least.

and,communication is very very important!

of course the tone too!not communicate with a high pitch,but with a normal tone,just like when you're chatting with your good/best friend :)

don regret when it's too late,because regret doesnt help when the love is not there anymore.

as my lecturer said,

preventive cost is always better than corrective cost =P

gimme energy please!

2011-03-10T22:41:00.002+08:00

oopss im such a procrastinator!

had been wasting my time for the whole week!

every morning wake up,first thing i tell myself is "tonight must study"

everyday after class,i tell myself "okay tonight MUST STUDY"

and the night come...

super lazy and super no mood to study!

slap me please!or bang me to wall also can!

#listening : You Haven't Seen The Last Of Me -by Cher-

p/s: Saturday got P2 class again.from 8am till dunno what time yet!arghh!

learn a lesson :D

2011-03-06T21:53:00.000+08:00

sleepy yet a little bit sweating now. fingers are burning now. im super hot now. =/

today morning woke up at 645am to attend 8am P2 class!oh im a nice student :D
lecturer gave us a very meaningful lecture today,irrelevant to the paper but relevant to study. :D
she said there are two types of lecturer in this world.
when a student is hungry,
one of the lecturer will fed his/her student what he/she want,
another lecturer is teach the student how to fish :)
and there are two types of student too.
one is accept the fed,
one is learn how to fish.
and for sure,she's the kind of lecturer that teach us how to fish,
but we students,never want to learn how to fish. how sad is this right?
i really do guilty a little when she told us. coz sometime,i learn because i need to learn,not because of i want to know this or that. shame on me!hahaha! but sometime,i do have the curiosity heart too! so,im still a good student i think.hahaha!

okay end of story!good night peeps!
:D

what u demand for?

2011-03-05T19:41:00.002+08:00

downloading skype. internet super slow.why cant load one?unifi should be super fast one right?ugh!!hello YapCeekKeen!!

okay i had no story to tell.because im a story-less person.my life is so peaceful!hahaha!

just finish progress test last week. when im in the exam hall,i totally had no exam mood!when i saw the questions,i feel lik leaving my table and go home.give up. first time in my life huh!amat menchegiakan myself! O_____O should slap myself and bang myself to wall because of this thought right?what happen to me?i also dunno. must start study already larh!bo cai si!grrr~

oh it's march it's march!time flies!super fast! and im going back home soon!for cheng beng!hahaha!

was thinking what to write!squeezing juices from my brain!had no idea!
when there's no internet access,i super feel like blogging!but when there's internet access,i had no idea what to write.because happening things wont happen when i had internet access!hahaha!

oh before i forget,which i nearly forgot..went to alexis bangsar last night,to celebrate my cousin bday :D i love linguine carbonara!!i mau learn how to cook this!hahaha!and i'll fat till die!!blah!after dinner,we went to sky bar.but then...underage!so ended up at overtime minum minum. :\ habis cerita! LOL! wanna write more but im lazy!hahaha!

ps: tomorrow is sunday!and i had 8am class till 1pm! :(

just a small update.

2011-02-24T20:30:00.000+08:00

super bored :(
don wanna study although next week is the progress test.kill me please!!
finally cleared my F level papers :D congrats to me!hahahahaha!
but the tougher one is coming :( wish me lucks and pull me to study please!
any nice drama to recommend?
i dunno why but i just feel that the recent hk/taiwan dramas are not nice.dont you think so? :/

AWWWWWW~
im going to date them tonight!in my dream!hahaha!

what you waiting for?

2011-02-20T02:56:00.000+08:00

2:25AM now.and im not sleeping yet.not because i don wan sleep.is because i cant sleep!ugh!big different!okay,here comes the chinese post,once in a while :D coz typing chinese characters are more tiring.hope i can sleep after this post!haha!

突然发现身边的人都朝着自己的梦想和目标前进着。。
突然发现，我活得好没梦想与目标哦！
如果你问我，我的人生目标与梦想是什么，
我的答案是，没有！
可笑吧！:/
真的好想好好干一番大事业哦！
减肥和考好成绩，都不是我的梦想和目标。。
这两样都是我应该做的，只因为我是学生，只因为我是胖的人。
你们觉得，人活在这世上，是不是应该要有自己的理想，自己的目标，而勇往前进呢？
哎。。活了二十年，我还不知道我的梦想，我的理想，我的目标，还是我要的，是什么呢。。
是不是应该惭愧啊？
难道一生人就要这么的平平凡凡度过吗？
平平凡凡也没什么不好的，只是。。缺少了些东西。。。
总觉得人应该要发光发热的活着。。。
闪耀吧朋友们。。
有梦想，就要勇敢的往前追。。
加油！
파 이 팅!

So,

2011-02-16T16:36:00.000+08:00

how's your valentine's day everyone?
i know im late abit,but still..happy valentine's day for the couples and also the single :D
my valentine's day..had KFC with the housemates & the neighbor!haha!okay lar,my housemates are my bro and cousin,my neighbor is my cousin,so basically i celebrated with my cousins! lol

okay this is not my flower.i borrowed from my cousin.hahaha!

in a super good mood now although outside hot like oven.coz tomorrow's class cancel!hooray~ and happy chinese new year people!tomorrow is the last day of cny already.so,are you guys going to 'throw mandarin orange'? haha!

oh result is coming out next monday.i dunno what's my feeling now.should i worry?grrr...okay lar,god bless larh.hahaha!

bye.

2011-02-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

it's time to go back pj again.time to pack luggage. :\
frankly,i really cant feel the chinese new year mood/atmosphere compare to previous year.im sorry to say this.i know those at oversea super much want to come back celebrate cny,but...i just don know how to explain. i think maybe is because i din gamble like which i used to when im young.omg,say till like im super old now!and probably because we din/cant play fire crackers eg kacang putih.haha!still,i love cny.because everyone is coming back here.i love the reunion,i love the gathering :D i love my family,i love my relatives,i love my friends ♥
no picha for this year cny coz i din have camera,and im ugly :)

my unreachable plan after this.
- DIET! less meat,more vege.
- study everyday or i should say study twice a week.at least once a week larh.make it easier.
- clean the whole house at least twice a week.
- reduce the time to watch drama + online.

okay that's all.haha!super easy right?yes i can do it.woo~

hello people :
don envy others got many friends,coz you already had the best one at your side :D learn how to appreaciate people please!thank you =D

IMY ♥

i love reunion dinner!!

2011-02-02T11:27:00.001+08:00

31 Jan was my parents' 25th wedding anniversary.it's a silver anniversary :D had a small dinner at Jin Man Lou for celebration. happy 25th anniversary mom and dad :D elder bro was drunk and he keep on thank everyone for taking care him along these 23 years!and he make me wanna cry :'( tears rolling in my eyes.i also wanna thank mom and dad for taking care of me for so many years.thank you for the love,thank you for the forgiveness,and of course thank you for the investment!haha!

if im drunk,what will i do? people said when you're drunk,you will do/say sth that is deep from your heart. if you're a happy go lucky person,you will keep on laugh when you're drunk. if you're emo type,you'll cry like no body business! which category am i in?im curious too! so better don get drunk,coz me myself dunno who's inside me!hahaha!

btw,congratulation bro!i know you had been thru difficulties during your study.but see,you had make it!you deserve the first class honour!woohoo!congratz again!buy me things okay if you get high pay!hahaha!im such a good sister!love ya :D

gotta clean house now!it's Chinese New Year everyone!! woohoo! happy chinese new year everyone!may you have a prosperity year and win win win in whatever game!hahaha!huat ar~~

ello january babies!happy birthday :D

2011-01-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

watched 天天好天 & 笑着回家 :D
oh i so got the CNY mood! gong xi fa cai everyone!see you all soon!omg i cant wait anymore!!so excited!

had been lack of sleep since december i think.pergi sana pergi sini. din catch up with entertainment news and gossips for so long already :( who wanna share story with me?please~~

went to San Francisco Steakhouse @ Tropicana City Mall on my bro's bday last wednesday. not as nice as i expect though.nothing special.okay no picture coz im too ugly!hahaha!after tat we celebrate my bro & agnest birthday at home :D happy birthday to you both,and also yau :D cakes bloated me these few days.aunt birthday,bro birthday and cousin birthday.cakes cakes and cakes =/

obsess with baking life recently. ooppss!don get me wrong,it's a game in facebook.haha!

bye.drama time :D

im back again :D

2011-01-13T15:51:00.000+08:00

hello everyone!although this is quite late..happy new year!! :D
im back im back.hello hello hello!!
new year new sem new resolution :D
love both the new lecturers, Mr Goh and Miss Mennon!but not so love the class.it's too huge!240+ students!this is so crazy!the whole class pack like sardin,can u imagine? if class is at 8am,u need to be in the classroom around 7am.if you're late a little bit,you'll need to sit at the back which can only saw alot of head instead of the lecturer!dislike.

2010 was a great year for me.the new environment,the new friends :D
2011 will be a better year,hopefully =p
have a great year people!

call me Bessie :D

2010-10-30T21:36:00.000+08:00

i guess everyone is preparing for their ACCA exam. im not yet start! kill me please~
im so bored! bored bored bored!
im homesick right now! oh me sangat lonely :(
should go back kb for one week right?ishh...
miss my parents,miss my bro,miss my home!!
i can hear people shouting and screaming now.i guess they're shouting for football match.
oh im so lifeless.i din yumcha with friends (at here larh), i din watch football, i din go for club....i din have a life that a college student should have. there's not much ups and down in my life. i think so. BUT i love my life :DD LoveLife!!
so many things in my brain but right now,im blank! lol
have a sweet night people!good dream!
blah!

i want appetizer + main course + dessert!!

2010-10-26T23:04:00.001+08:00

now i know why some girls love to eat chocolate,cakes,cookies,ice cream...all these sweet junk food! i like to eat all these too,just because they're tasty.but today,i had a new experience :D i've been no mood for the whole day.i dunno why.just moody.and then,i saw this ---- Famous Amos!so i took it and eat.after finish the first piece,i feel so happy!and here comes the second,third,fourth....they saved me!they make my day! you guys should try it when you're moody.but..this is fattening :( whatever,at least this can make you happy!

I WANT THIS RIGHT NOW :DDD

and this too! a simple one is enough :D

oh suddenly miss the pak cik with a bicycle selling ice cream outside chunghwa. i think the ice cream are home made one.izit?i dunno.it taste simple but you will miss it :( i always eat bread with ice cream,only 50cents if im not mistaken,when i was in primary school.super cheap i can say.oh i miss you ice cream pak cik!btw,why cant you have a fix place and a fix time to sell this ice cream?it's hard to find you,do you know??

talking about primary school life..i miss the 10cents so-call-mini-satay and the mini hotdog.a younger pak cik selling this.the sauce is weird but it is tasty.and the so-call-mini-satay also very nice!!spicy sauce thank you!btw,the sauce colour will make you no appetite coz it's in a very fake colour!haha!i dunno how to describe larh.i miss this shit already!im hungry :(

another nice junk food. uncle pepsi we call!haha!super famous i can tell you.many students like to buy from them.everytime i go to buy,must wait.wait for the queue,and wait for the hotdog!cant denied that the hotdog they selling are tasty!

and now..you know the reason of my weight already.hahaha!next time go back hometown must have all of these already.i miss all these simple yet tasty junk food!!

super duper boring sunday.

2010-10-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

i want this cute ass!! :DDD

another week had gone.
here comes the another new week.
sunday is always a boring day.you dont know whether you should go out have a life or should stay at house coz the next day is monday. i got 8am class tomorrow.6am must wake up :(

november november..study month.a month that i'll bury myself in tonnes of notes. study/revise one month,just to attend two 3-hours-examination. =.="

actually i had nothing to blog about.hahaha!
so,bye!

copy from 微博经典语录 :D

2010-10-21T16:49:00.000+08:00

不要认为后面还有更好的，因为现在拥有的就是最好的；不要认为还年轻可以晚些结婚，爱情是不等年龄的；不要因为距离太远而放弃，爱情是可以和你一起坐火车的；不要因为对方不富裕而放弃，只要不是无能的人，彼此鼓励可以让你们富足的；不要因为外人反对而放弃，幸福是靠自己内心来感受的。

要让反对你的人理解你；让理解你的人支持你；让支持你的人忠于你。允许有人不喜欢你，但不能让他恨你；万一他要恨你，也要让他怕你。

有些事，明知是错的，也要去坚持，因为不甘心；有些人，明知是爱的，也要去放弃，因为没结局；有时候，明知没路了，却还在前行，因为习惯了。

人生难免遇风雨，天空晴朗有阴云，别因雨水湿透衣衫而难过，别为坎坷阻力而叹息，用乐观心态面对人生遭遇，用积极的拼搏迎接雨后的彩虹，相信自己。

学会爱自己：我们都不是很完美的人，但我们要接受不完美的自己。在孤独的时候，给自己安慰；在寂寞的时候，给自己温暖。学会独立，告别依赖，对软弱的自己说再见。生活不是只有温暖，人生的路不会永远平坦，但只要你对自己有信心，知道自己的价值，懂的珍惜自己，世界的一切不完美，你都可以坦然面对。

美国哈佛大学图书馆馆训——1．现在睡觉的话，会做梦；而现在学习的话，会让梦实现；2．我无所事事的度过了今天，是昨天死去的人们所期望的明天；3．学习不是人生的全部，但学习都征服不了，那你还能做什么？4．今天不想走，明天就要跑了；5．此刻睡觉的口水将变成明天流下的泪水。

面对，不一定最难过。孤独，不一定不快乐。得到，不一定能长久。失去，不一定不再拥有。不要因为寂寞而错爱，不要因為错爱而寂寞一生。 ---------【徐志摩】

有时候，明明自己心里有很多话要说，却不知道怎样表达；有时候，自己的梦想很多，却力不从心；有时候，别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷的发慌；有时候，心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪，觉得自己很累很累；有时候，发现自己一夜之间长大了，却看不到自己未来的样子，迷茫的不知所措。

i shall start my revision now. 830am F7 mock tomorrow :(

2010-10-19T21:17:00.002+08:00

a friend of mine,24,completed biotech degree and now continue to study ACCA which she totally had no idea what is it all about. she did it just because she wanna help her dad in his accounting/audit firm.
a friend of mine,20,went to singapore to work plus study ACCA part time.just because she doesnt want to burden her family. can u imagine what she's facing at this such young age?the corporate world,the tension of studying ACCA,and the independent that she must have.
a friend of mine,19,currently same class as me,plan to complete her P level within a year.which mean she'll be working when she's only 21.another young bird in the corporate world.
a friend of mine,80kg become 40kg. *claps* this would never happen on me-lost 40kg!what a big determination!
some friends of mine,feel embarrass when they wanna get money from their parents.
so now,what can u see from me?or what can u see from yourself?
will you feel embarrass when you want money from parents?
will you ever think that you wanna complete your study as fast as possible so that you can earn more money so tat not to burden your parents?
will you have the determination to reach your own goal(s)?
what have you do for yourself and your family?
:)

malaysian-japanese 4hrs trip :D

2010-10-17T10:37:00.000+08:00

14/10/2010 - the memorable one :D

roy :)

YongEn :D thanks for asking me to join this program!!

ZiYen,the one who can speak japanese well :D

this one no need introduce le! HAHAHA!

taylorians except me :)

me and my 'children' with the MUST-PEACE sign :D

do they look like they're 17?

only a few photos i took with them.no regret though.coz it's the memories that matters ;) i will never forget the 4 hours i spent with them - the moment i communicate with them, the moment i help them bargain the price, the moment i protect them, the moment we using electronic dictionary to look for the words, the moment we say goodbye...

oh before i forget,i must tell this! im the only group that bring the japanese students to china town due to their request.and know what,i feel so embarrass and so sorry to them.each and every stall we pass by,they sure will shout 'kawai ne..come come......' and some other words that i dont know.i know,you all want the japanese to buy your things,but please larh.not by using the pervert eye sight and the pervert voice okay!!i think they also thought im japanese.some of them really put their face near to me,look at me and say 'kawai ne' without blinking their eyes.i really feel not comfortable!i guess they feel the same too.everyone was like looking at you,from your head to your toe and from your toe back to your head.as you know,the walk path between the stall is so small,only one person can pass through.so i let the japanese walk at front and i walk behind them just in case they lost their way.at least at behind,i can look after them.here comes the worst one.out of sudden,one bangla guy,which is from one of the stall,jump out and block our way.the japanese girl that walk at the first was so scare.you know what he do?that stupid bangla guy open both his arms,and look at the first japanese girl with his pervert eyesight and say 'kawai ne..' and some other words which i dunno. she was really scare coz i can see her whole body is like curling and keep on back off. i was really on fire and faster go to the front and ask him back off ( like the body guard in those movies! LOL ). i think he dont know im malaysian.after he back off,he look at me and say 'kawai ne..what what what' plus doing the head up and down, like wanna quarrel with me.i stare at him fiercely and walk away. as a malaysian,i really feel embarrass. i feel so sorry to them..hope this wont be a nightmare to them..

if next year this program still going on,i think i will participate too.but, NO CHINA TOWN anymore!!!

hungerrie...

2010-10-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

debt is clear now.went to pay my long long time ago summon. again,i waste RM3.20 toll fee.i can eat nasi lemak already okay!went to puchong police station,police told me their counter already moved! WTF!the first time i went,they said my summon havent key in system. the second time i go,they told me the counter already move to USJ8 -_______________- so,i go to USJ8 to pay my summon.i tot my summon will be RM80/100 coz last time tat police told me is around tat amount. manatau, it's only RM30 -____________________- whatever,as long as i can renew my road tax every year can ady.

mock exam next week.im still relaxing and havent even touch one alphabet!kill me please.i know,i've been telling myself okay start study,let's study....and the end..sitting infront my com and watch moviesss.something weird.im not worrying my mock.don ask me why.haha!

im so hungry now.i want eat mc.d kfc pizza korea maggi kimchi chocolate ice cream ......etc!but i cant!this is so sad!im sick again.within a month fall sick twice =.=" oh and..within one week,i lost my way thrice!first,i lost my way at HELP Uni there.it's difficult to find that particular building you know! second,i lost my way to come back home from times square!because of the malaysia-boleh-signboard! yea really boleh hor~ the third time.i lost my way to come back again,after paid my summon.luckily ck finish class at the right time.if not i think i'll keep on round and round at USJ till dunno when. thank you yck :D

oh im so hungry now.really!

2010-10-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

finally get back my cpu.motherboard spoil.ugh~
but there's still a little problem.the screen keep on display this (below),like every minutes.ish..help me please~i cant online properly,i cant enjoy my movie! :(

how to remove this volume box?geramnyer~

boring sunday :(

2010-09-26T13:11:00.000+08:00

finally,i can find someone who is weak than me in mario.haha!at least i know how to make tat turtle disappear already :D

aih so boring.what should i do? no movies to watch already :( thinking what should i cook for my lunch...

from 公主嫁到 : "人生太匆匆,何必太认真?"
so,should i study?hahaha!

from 钟无艳 : "其实害女人这么辛苦的,不是男人,而是你们这些以貌取人的无聊女人. 说真的,你比那些庸俗的男人还要可悲,你们知不知道..."
so,should i diet?
for sure,the answer is YES! i'm living for myself,and not for others. dont care so much what people say/ think about you,just be yourself. this is difficult,i know. i cant really dont care what people say/think about me, but depends who is that person =p

from Hebe : "首先,先要爱自己,然后家人,朋友......"
okay conclusion,love yourself first before you start loving others :D

recent problem : should i take 2 papers or 3 papers next sem?
i've been asking this question for many days. some people said 2,some people said 3. i cant make my own decision sometime. im libra.okay,im blaming my horoscope. haha!

from LeeKengSheng : "follow ur own rhythm..dun follow other ppl's rhythm..if not will die faster..."
hahaha..so..this decision..should wait till i finish my exam just decide. what's important now is PASS this exam!!

september is going to end soon...hello october november december new year! :D

.sleepy very i

2010-09-21T21:05:00.001+08:00

i guess everyone know what's super mario right? i guess everyone also got play this game before,right?
okay..recently i've been playing this game through facebook. and know what,i cant even proceed to the second stage.i always die after 30seconds.because of the stupid turtle!grrr!yea im game noob.blah!i've been playing more than 10times,yet cant proceed.keep on die! this is just not my game. i can play bejeweled blitz,i can play underground,but not super mario this kind of game!

damn you turtle!

damn sleepy now.but i dont feel lik sleeping.don wan waste time although im not doing any meaningful thing.feels like wanna smack streamyx. why streamyx so slow nowadays?arghhh..i wanna watch my dramas!ugh! okay back to this 'sleep' issue.as always,insomnia when i sleep at here,pj. but when i back to my hometown,i can sleep so well and wont keep on wake up in the midnight. why? i have no idea. :(

should go to bed earlier tonight. good night babies :D

ps: happy mooncake festival people.

宅女wannabe.

2010-09-18T13:43:00.000+08:00

ohaiyo everyone :D
just a small update to keep my blog alive.
for the very first time,back to kb but dint go out / meet any frens at here.
everyone was busy. preparing their exams.
me too.having mock exam soon. :(
i brought back my oh-so-heavy F7 notes,i tot i'll be reading them everyday and finish every questions that lecturer gave,but..ended up letting the dust to sleep on my notes. =.="
i shall,i must,complete my homework by today.
bye.meena curry for lunch :D

p/s: craving for roti canai @perdana there.but just realise today is saturday,off day :( mana roti canai saya??

september.

2010-09-14T15:14:00.000+08:00

im back again.
september...oh gosh..
progress test 2 done.and here come the mock again!and soon,the final. :(

watched 3 movie in four days :)
love in disguise, step up 3D and going the distance :D
step up 3 was nice.but it's a bit too fake,for me.only some part lar. i think is because of the 3D effect. i like going the distance. for those who are having long distance relationship.this is nice :) it's the feelings that matter. i wanna watch sammy's adventures!so cute!aww~

holiday holiday..balik kampung :D im definitely put on weight!sigh!
it's time to pack and shower :)
enjoy your holiday everyone!hope it's not too late :D

black & white ;)

831

2010-08-31T13:25:00.000+08:00

MERDEKA! the picture in sejarah text book,if im not mistaken! LOL

"tanggal tigapuluh satu, bulan lapan lima puluh tujuh..."

i dunno how to sing actually.hahaha!whatever lar.so patriotic huh!yay i love malaysia.simply because msia is free from natural disaster. oh and...banyak banyak holiday har! ;)

the last day of august!oh so sad.tomorrow exam.i havent study.so,claps for me!yay! holiday = lazy! my current feeling, everyday is weekend, everyday is holiday. what's wrong with me? come knock my head please! ugghh! inception,i guess...hahahha!

im so boring,but i don want study. i want watch movie,but im lazy. im dieting,but my weight din reduce. i want my lunch, but i don wan eat. i want to go shopping,but i had nothing to buy. i want to fart,but i don have gas! HAHAHA!okay,ignore me! too boring.

正所谓：一寸光阴一寸金，寸金难买寸光阴!
so bye people.don waste time!
have a nice holiday! :D

YAY!

2010-08-23T18:02:00.001+08:00

woohoo~result's out today. :D
very satisfy with my result.all the hard work is really worth! i gotta add more oil in this coming exam,the last two papers in F level. target,minimum 68 marks :D
but but..i fail my first progress test.and the second one is coming yet im enjoying my super life.havent start my revision. :( commitment commitment!where's ur commitment? lalala~ i gonna disappoint you again,my lecturers!but promise,i wont fail in the final exam.i wont fail myself,and i wont fail you :) i still know what's my responsibility :D

oh and thank you my super mom and super dad for your investment. i mean the investment in me! :D i text my mom and told her i completed another two papers.and she replied 'good...at least i dint wast my $$,include your shopping $$' LOL! i've been spending really really much these days! and i knew it!hahahaha!don worry,your investment sure will got return :D i will do my best!

ss2 pasar malam here i go!bye~

control myself!

2010-08-19T00:36:00.001+08:00

sinful.see the photos below and you'll know why.

@ midvalley delicious.

can fight with carl's junior bacon crispy chic burger. juicy!

chicken pie.this is super nice i tell you!

seriously,this is not nice!don try it.
a lot of cream,a lot of sugar.too sweet.and,it's not a cake!!

twins wannabe. =.="

not nice!

for a person who is dieting,like me,this is so sinful!sin sin sin!!

out of control. :(

LooPeiYi and Agnes,please don bring me go jalan jalan cari makan anymore! :'(

i had no clothes to buy when shopping. for me,shopping = eating! because i cant find big size clothes!

this is so sad i know. strong determination strong determination! diet!

diet = die! this is so no life.but,what to do?

anyone knows any shortcut to reduce weight?healthy one please..

my fats are too stubborn.i wanna say bye to them,but they still want to stay with me. cry out loud!

okay it's time to go bed.must have enough sleep!

goodnight everyone.

2010-08-13T11:01:00.000+08:00

dead blog.update with the pics i took with classmate after progress test.we went to shabu puchong.first two time go,will feel oh so nice.after tat,BORING!nothing to eat.keep on eating the same thing only. :(

hello hello...

i know my face very ROUND!

another funny pic tat was snap by classmate.curi curi one.

i love their bacon crispy chicken burger :D

seriously,i need hair treatment.for the volume,and for the dryness of my hair. :(

btw,do i look old with long hair?

sun is poison!

2010-08-04T13:59:00.000+08:00

first time in my life,i step into police station,just to pay summon. =.="
went to subang jaya police station,he asked me go puchong one.i drove to puchong,wanna pay the summon,tat police told me my summon havent key into the system yet.ask me pay after 2 weeks! owh so damn "efficient" hor!

these few days the sun very very very fierce.walk under the sun for 0.01 seconds,i can feel my skin very pain.i guess my cells all dead already.grrrr~can malaysia snow? maybe i gonna wait till 2013!after the doomsday.like adidas say,nothing is impossible / impossible is nothing. :D

i want something cold right now now now~

hello august!

2010-07-31T17:32:00.000+08:00

i can feel im getting older and older. ugghhh! time past so damn fast,really!
~~when i was young~~ when i was in primary and secondary school,i felt that time past so damn slow. why? izit because im getting older,not much time left for me,tat's why i keep on feel time flies? i guess this is the same theory as 'when people getting older,they are not dare to play roller coaster/ those theme park games anymore.'
whatever...okay,i love july2010.coz almost every week i hang out with friends. love it love it!!woots~ but i'd neglected my study. :(

i know im fat.don remind me please.

we just simply love to sing :D

my hair suckx i know. i need yunnan haircare!

one msia =|

conclusion : i need to start my losing weight plan and also go for haircare. everyone saying my hair become so less. i knew it! so sad :(

okay bye.time to shower and treat my hair nicely. hahah!

2010-07-25T18:41:00.000+08:00

when i was enjoying this relaxing life,progress test come and knock my door.
sigh..having progress test next week. okay,what should i do? o___O
knowing nothing about financial reporting and also the audit.
i think i should burn all the notes and drink it. or just put the notes under my pillow. hopefully this will work.
i hate financial reporting,for this moment.coz i havent get know 'him'.i should make fren with 'him', right?okay blame myself for my laziness,and also blame the lecturer for teaching at 2416901465km/hr speed. i don like to memorise something without understanding it. better ask me go to knock myself on the wall!whatever..enjoy first,den suffer.owh i cant wait to hang out with my friends already.we're going to have so much fun,i guess.hopefully larh.hahahaha!

ps: my english FAIL!

be determine!!

2010-07-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

yes i should be more determine!stay with my plan!
i've been saying i wanna diet i wanna diet since i came back from hometown yet i can feel my fats accumulating. :(

life's too good recently. still in a very relax mood.din have the urge to study at all although lecturer always say she wanna test us by asking question and those who cant answer must stand up during the whole day lecture. o___O whatever lar...

btw,i love my new friends. :D the feeling of getting new friends are good! still in the progress to meet more new friends. i just simply love friends :))) wish to have korean friends. there's a korea girl in my class actually.but it's quite difficult to approach her. :( oh her boyfren is so korean look.okay i know,korean mar...wat i wanna say is,her bf is not bad looking.and i had eye contact with him for 3seconds i guess.HAHAHA!i realise that actually our college have quite alot korean students.this make me so happy.but the sad thing is,i cant approach them.if i ask them 'hey i wanna be friend with you' i guess this will shock all of them and in the end i'll be boycott by all the korean. :( okay i know,i admit,i really desperate,i want a korean friend.give me one also i satisfy ady. :D

i shall go to bed now.healthy life style =.="
good night people ;)

2010-07-14T23:09:00.000+08:00

you want your love one to concentrate on his study more,or care you more?
if he concentrate on his study more,this is good.everybody also know why this is good right.but you'll be neglected,or should i say you cant feel the love more frequent from him.
if you want him to care you more,tat mean he cant concentrate on his study,and if he cant concentrate on his study,this mean that you'll ruin his future.right?
which one to choose?
both?human are greedy.

chitchat talking rubbish = heaven life!

2010-07-14T20:58:00.000+08:00

first day of F8 class,the audit class. oh the lecturer!shock me.well,i guess is everyone also get shock. i tot he'll have a fierce and serious face,old,talk in a low tone,wearing formal,and wont jokes in class. manatau,semua terbalik! he is young,35years old,wore hip-hop-jeans,polo-tee,teach in relax way.youngster =D hopefully his way of teaching will make all of us pass this paper.

today went to class without washing my hair.oh so uncomfortable.everytime i went out without washing my hair,i feel so so so not safe :( wonder how other girls go out without washing their hair. i tak boleh.

okay no more story again.haha!buhbye!

i want tat pillow!!!

2010-07-11T10:47:00.000+08:00

watched the back up plan yesterday.or should i say today morning.it's on 12am / 00:00hrs. o___O
i love it very much.nice!this movie make me laugh and make me cry. *touch*
later wanna go inti nilai to pick agnes punya stuff. and also visit the lonely emo loopeiyi! LOL!
i should squeeze some time to revise my F7 and do the homework. :( i scare lecturer will call my name and ask me questions like she did on last friday.luckily my name was not called tat day.if not i sure pee on my pants!geeee~

oh so hawt! i like the muscles!!

i love their chemicals!

i want this pillow!where to get?

the funniest scene! LMAO!!!

yapceekkeen always is my BFF!

2010-07-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

started my class yesterday.super tiring. :(
F7 doesn't sounds fun to me.ugh!basically i just day-dreaming in the class.
oh the class super huge.and the lecture hall so warm.hate it!sweat all the day! ;(
had a small shopping today with keenie.to be continue tomorrow.i still tak puas hati!grrrr! okay i din have story to share anymore. bye!

2010-07-04T11:37:00.001+08:00

it's time to go back for study. :'(
it's a good news though.coz i can meet wongmeihuey! =.=" haha!
meihuey said : FINALLY there's a time that everyone left kb,and you're the only one stay at here.haha!
oh this time,i gain weight and i gain dark. i gain an extra tooth and another tooth decay.grrrr!
just a short update.gotta pack my things.bye!

carry me if u can ;)

2010-06-30T12:26:00.003+08:00

finally got the mood to blog. :)
hmm..last Sunday me and my buddies went to pantai irama. okay,it's a beach AGAIN i know.haha!beach really is a MUST place to go if we come back to our hometown.is a trend.i dunno why. =.=" for me,is the moment tat we had with our friends tat matters.awww~i love you all my friendsss! ;) oh and i realized there's a benefit to bring your own camera.because you can upload the funny pics and ugly pics of your friends and not yours one.hahahah!sorry pangsukmin and leekengsheng!hahaha! this beach trip really full with laughter and fun.oh so love. =D

the beach.can you see island?

the only two gay guy.

all the ladies. the two on the top are chantik. ;)

group photos.

this is like a piece of cake for me. *evil laugh*

for more photos,please visit to my fb photo album. -_-'

for more enquiries,please call 018-123456789.

lalala~

fyi,i gain the 5th kg. so in total i gain 5kg! yay!claps please. T_____T

blah.whatever.go back study just start my diet plan again.woooo~

meena curry here i come.buhbye people!

2010-06-20T23:31:00.004+08:00

spotted.

ignore us. lalala~

i like leemei's camera. so WOW! but it's damn heavy.
can i ask from mom? =| i still want a new cellphone. so how?
the fifth day at hometown and i gained 3KG! o______O noway noway,i gotta exercise.
so many people leaving here soon. when will be our next outing?

cross feeling i had.

2010-06-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

should i happy or should i sad?
i cant forsee any happiness in the future.
this is so call fate. let it be.
just appreciate every moment we had, let it be sweet memories.
all the best to you,and you all :)

just a small update.

2010-06-16T11:00:00.000+08:00

yes people.im back :) hometown always is the best place although it's a boring place. lol.
exam is not as tough as i tot. quite good. no worries! thank you the-very-kind-examiner! =D
more and more friends go other states study.hard to find kaki. :(
thinking where to out with friends. feel like wanna go beach,but scare get tanned!the sun is killing me!
just a small update. continue my drama now. :)
life's good with all those dramas and shows!

ohaiyo~

2010-05-29T17:49:00.000+08:00

OMG! only left one week for me to study!grrrr....
damn nervous! not prepare for F5 yet.only study F4 law paper.damn sections and case law!gotta eat you all and digest it!grrr....
good luck CAT/ACCA candidate :)
all the best ;)

stress can die.

2010-05-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

bye peeps.i will be back.
running out of time. im really not prepare for my final exam yet.im so scared.
gotta start my revision life from now on. so i'll leave my com aside.i guess,i'll update my blog after exam,june.what i can say is,changing of environment really kill me ALOT!

wheeee~ignore me.

2010-04-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello people im back.so lazy to update my blog due to the mentally unstable.LOL!!

mock,definitely screwed up.i can imagine what lecturers will tell me.they will just advise me don go for the final exam.i know i still not prepare for the final. :( current mode:sleep,entertainment,eat.happy and no worries.no class too.life's good.but when think of the coming final exam,im shivering.i need to do something.exactly one month left for me to strike for the two papers.yes,i say STRIKE!coz i need to.hopefully can larh.

suppose to be sitting in cinema and watching yipman2.premium.but sth unexpected happened and so ended up eating ikan bakar at chinatown.i guess i need to do more exercise.arghh..the lazy me as everyone know. :(

i wan a new handphone.sponsor me please. :( my current hp keypad start to crack and i guess soon,all the keypad will just 'hilang entah ke mana'.hope mom agree to buy me a new one. last time i told her my phone got a bit spoil,she said 'change the battery will do' -_________________- amteh till the max. oh and i wanna change my blog layout.already get bored with this current layout.but im noob.and lazy too.currently i want so many things,yet cant have them.SAD!over spent again.

i want to go back hometown.with all delicious food,and no worries. T.T i wish i will forever stay at secondary school tat period,everyday dramas,everyday chitchat with superfriends,everyday hang out although no place to go,and everyday no worries. but what to do,look forward,and not backward.appreciate every moment and every minutes i had. learn. :D

tomorrow's plan : clean the whole house (messy like having war),and start STUDY!! i hope i'll stick to my plan.

have a good good night and sweet dream people. :)

i know myself so well.

2010-04-18T17:53:00.000+08:00

finally..i can online using my own desktop. :) still not use to this window 7.
one second mental break down just now. i know i love to cry,alot! in one second,so many things just suddenly came to my mind while im studying the very first chapter of law. out of sudden,i felt lost,depressed,stress,lonely. :'( don worry.am much much better now after talking with ks.thank you baby! law mock exam on this thurs,yet am just start to flip the first page. and left F5 behind which exam on friday. i hope am a superwoman!with more and more lucks. i guess i need a very long break. cant sleep well last night.had the symptom of hypertension which i dont know till ks told me. :( oh what happen to me recently? i don wan to live the rest of my life in tanjung rambutan. LOL

p/s : hardwork needed.

please dont remind me...

2010-04-11T10:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch " it's complicated ". thumbs up although got some scene had been cut off! likey!
this month really had so many nice movie hor!i like "how to train your dragon" too!toothless! "clash of the titans" is in my waiting list! ;) oh i tried something nice at ikano! Shimino! it is selling japanese crepes.a special one. it's not like hot and roll. it's like the opposite of them.it's cold,main ingredients are fruits and ice cream!best selling is banana and cake!can you imagine?slurppp~and main point is it is not very sweet,the one i order lar.others i dunno.hahaha!fyi,it's opening soon at pavilion. :D

oh wth am i doing now?i suppose to be infront of my law text book!eyes scanning those alphabets!mock exam is on next week.so i think i will just screw it,and make myself feel so useless,and i got the motivation to study for the real exam! wheeee~ okay ignore me. lalalalala~

i miss my hometown out of sudden :( i miss those food. had mom-baked-cakes this morning.wiuuuu~i feel good!hahaha! please don remind me my weight!please don remind me im fat! ;(

i had been spending so much these two months. sometime,i feel guilty to tell my mom my account is empty.what to do,im so big spending.i know i know.please don remind me im spending money,not water. :( so today lunch and dinner : porridege :) i still in the porridge fever actually!hahahaha!!

have a nice day people =D

cant stop falling inlove with 비 ♥

2010-04-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

everytime i say i wanna do something, sure will ended up doing another thing. sigh!! :(
try to format my com this few days,but FAIL!!dunno how to format.so better take it to computer shop. but expensive lar..ish..what to do?im noob. :(

visited my cousin today. she is better now. hope so. she still can joke with us and say wanna share her this experience with us. this is so sad. i know she is trying to make everybody don worry about her,she is telling everybody she is fine,she is okay,but i know she is not okay,she is not fine,she is still in pain,for the lost of her baby and the pain in her both hand that those stupid nurses who dont know how to find the vein for injection. both her hand were blue-black and swollen. btw,she is the first one that tell me giving birth is not pain. O_____O i guess the lost of her baby and the way doc pull out her 7mths baby are more pain than tat! see,mother-love!! be strong be strong!! gonna visit her again tomorrow. :)

tat day i sick,i lost 1kg. but now,i gained 2kg!! arghhh!! i tried so hard to maintain,but ended up.. :(
can heard malay playing their traditional drums now. sth like dikir barat those thing,i guess.. damn smart,pick to play drums at such time. 夜已深，请把声量调小! oh and i can heard people shouting for football match too. -____________-

it's time to shower and go to bed. good night people. going to meet my darling rain 비 ;)

porridge fever!

2010-04-01T12:30:00.000+08:00

early in the morning, i saw couple in a car. girl was lying on guy, and guy's hand was 'swimming' at girl's body. ooppss.. today is a better day? hope so.. the day before yesterday was a disaster for me. gastric and vomited till the pancreas juice came out.ewww...so i went to hospital to get injection.it's painful!! T.T yesterday was a tragedy.life's really unpredictable.everything just come out of sudden. we are still in the pain. thank god for saving the mother, and may god bless the baby. compare my pain to my cousin's pain,her pain is much more than me. but please stay strong yen!we're here whenever you need us :)

i cant imagine how pain to give birth..i asked my aunt..and my aunt said 'hmm..pain,very pain..but i cant tell you how pain is it....' =.=" btw, last few weeks,my another cousin's wife delivered a baby boy!and i heard that he was in the room when his wife is giving birth..and ended up he cried,but his wife didnt cry. O_____O ohh i want to see the baby boy so much!!when can i go back? :(

today is a brand new month again.april~~arrrrr!!!another two month!ohh so sigh!!! okay i gotta utilize every minute i had!!tata~

appreciate life,people :)

yelllooooo...

2010-03-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

super duper full now.
had steamboat at house. :)
i gain so much weight lately. can die! guilty :( when can i start my diet plan?i doubt..
oh ya,izit hard to understand my words? hahaha..i know i know. mr.lee told me i have weird sentences sometime.and this make him misunderstood sometime.lol..sorry for the broken sentences and english.

feel like so many things to do.the main one,study.for the sake of final exam,and for me.haha..lecturer actually went mad yesterday,because of the terrible results she got from her lovely students,us. she said she never get such worst results before,we are the first batch. :( nag nag nag..blablabla..good for us too.puiing ar puiing,study please!!! one month to mock,and two month to final. hakuna matata!

went to genting last tuesday.the weather there damn crazy. hot,foggy,rain..hot,foggy,rain..keep on like tat.and i get sunburn. :( not enough time to play all.because of maintenance and also the weather. but the one i love the most is the space shot!woah!this is so damn nice!!i like the feeling!woohoo~~ the next one is the superman one,flying coaster.quite nice.but keep on make my saliva flow out!yucksss!!hahahaha!and also my head keep on bang the smelly cushion protector. :( ewww...

goodnight ;)

OMG!!

2010-03-21T11:15:00.000+08:00

wake up in the morning..and get one heart attack..my fren misunderstood me in the blog. :'( but i had explain everything to her just now.hope she know im really not talking about her.

yesterday was a tired day.after class,went to pavilion with keen and weiching. went to sing k.a crazy night.had so much fun.haha..sing till the whole system break down.haha..nolar..actually is the whole pavilion black out.spoiled our mood.saw dongwei minyee tecksoon and jenny too at there.they're going for a midnight movie.so nice. :) reached home at 130am.showered and sleep.

" Transient insomnia lasts from days to weeks. It can be caused by another disorder, by changes in the sleep environment, by the timing of sleep, severe depression, or by stress. Its consequences - sleepiness and impaired psychomotor performance - are similar to those of sleep deprivation. "

- from wikipedia

i think im this type. :(

okay movie time. woohooo..been days i never watch series,because of the test. lalala...

have a nice day people ;)

yes i can.

2010-03-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

finally..finish the progress test 2.
F5,still okay.quite easy.satisfy.
but not F4,the law paper! out of 10questions,i just know how to do 2. :( confirm fail.hahaha!
not the time for break yet. :( coz another important exam is coming,the mock exam.end of april,which is so so so near.can die. after that,the final exam,at june.hope everything is prepared before the final. :) gambateh!!

today had 4hours law lecture.quite torturing actually.but..what to do?sigh. yea today lecturer mention about 'it's not time for your break now..if you really want a break,den finish your this june exam,and take a six month break,and come back study again..my student actually did this.had a life people!...who're you studying for?your parents?lecturers?exam?' WOW~i also hope so.agree agree. but again,what to do?kia su kia si..and become like this. hahaha!

seriously,i really need a break. :( june june,a short break for me.time flies.it's the third month i've been in sunway.feels like i just enter this college,still a very fresh newbie. lol..new intake already start larh.i think there are many new students enrolled.ohh today i saw something like tourist bringing visitors to look around,with the small flag on her hand.omg!actually is officer bring those new students to look around.sweat...

i,very lack of sleep. :(
so good night people. =D

toleration is important :)

2010-03-12T16:13:00.000+08:00

slept for 8 hours yet my eyes still feel like closing. :(
went to had lunch at street cafe(i think is call street cafe), korean food,at ss15.

sometime it's hard to communicate with people. is my problem?gonna change the antenna already. don be so serious mann!different people got different perception. "you cant change the person,so you change yourself,change the setting of your mind." someone said that. nobody is perfect.right? :)

once upon a time,hmm..not too long ago larh actually, i was so mad at one girl.because of many things that had happened.so every words she spoke,her every movement every action, also make me felt so hatred,so irritating.when she spoke to me,i felt like vomiting.i really hate her till the max i guess.i scolded her,once.and after that i keep myself away from her.hmm..low EQ i had,i know. till one day,one fren actually told me "last time i also dislike her,but den after all,i realize that this is she,the original her,her personality is like this,we cant change her,but we can change our mindset about her,try to accept it.... when you hate someone till the max,at the end,you'll feel that it's enough,what for you wanna make your cells dead because of someone?" it's quite true also,and i started to think from many angle why all these had happened.maybe it's not all her fault,maybe i also did wrong. so after all,i start to accept her,but i think it's too late,we're not as close as last time,we both know that something did happened actually. i wanted to tell her everything,including i hated her last time and her personality,but fail.i cant open my mouth nor write it out.i just cant make the first step. :( i still regret.

flashing back..

人与人相处，一定会有摩擦。所以，多包容，多忍耐。:)

oh still got another thing, i dislike people say "this kind of feeling,you wont know." it's hurt. when you're consoling someone,and suddenly she/he pop out this sentence, what's your feeling? geram right? yeaah but it's true.i never been to that situation,i dunno tat feeling you had,but i got common sense,i know how it feels,just that i dunno how fragile is your heart,how deep did you hurt. but please..when people consoling you,don say this sentence to that person, this will make that person feel so geram, so kind-hearted to console you,but what you return is only this sentence. at least a thank you please. :)

quoted from someone who spoke this at myfm. "what if you only left 24hours?what will you do?....." so what will you do?fly to parents?gather with friends?...will you still hate someone you dislike? for me,actually they are the one that make you grow. ;)

sometime i love staying alone.i love flashing back.i love philosophy.

tired.

2010-03-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

i should be more hardworking,like other ACCA students.
i should be more determine,like someone who is thin yet still die for dieting.
second progress test is coming. :( never study. FAIL!!
room is messy. FAIL!!
fringe like seaweed! FAIL!!
oh puiing oh!! fail fail fail!!

heard mom said h1n1 is back.okay,i guess it never end,just that i never notice it.i got a little bit of flu,a little bit of cough,a little bit of sore throat,a little bit of back pain. really is A LITTLE BIT,not serious one.drink more water should be okay.haha!the weather now is so crazy.so do take care my friends :)

should i start study now or clean the house or watch movie?im so full.lazy to move.bones are so heavy. oh no!tomorrow gotta wake up at 6am again. ish!superman,where're you?

stop procrastinating puiing!!smack you!!

in love with cooking :)

2010-03-04T20:29:00.000+08:00

read newspaper just now and i google him! woosh! he's a beggar.and yes,he is handsome! hahaha!dont you think so? ;)

okay goodbye.bath.homework,maybe.

march oh march!

2010-03-03T22:44:00.002+08:00

time flies so fast. shit!
MARCH!!uggh!
another three months i'll be in exam hall again.
yesterday did a little bit of re-copy the notes.but nothing in my mind. and today,nothing had been done.so lazy.ish..law lecture is so damn boring now.no stories coz lecturer was teaching at 350km/h speed by just reading the text written in text book,just because she scared she cant finish the syllabus at the fix time.so basically i learn nothing,memorise nothing,know nothing.just day dreaming with the eyes looking at lecturer,nodding my head,pretending like i very know,i understand.cis!i just don understand why all lecturers like to teach at such a high speed and did not care whether the students got learn anything anot.what is the purpose of study?why i feel like i study is to face the exam,and after the exam,everything in my mind will be deleted automatically?!okay maybe not everyone,maybe only me.oppsss~

seriously,i think i need more friends.being alone is not fun at all,some time. i need friends to hang out,to chitchat, to have lunch together. ohh ohh ohhh...fate.aku tak der pangyou. :( i so miss inti.at least at there i got college life,i can join clubs,and make more frens. Inti-ans are more friendly. i guess next sem i must join some club,to make more frens. haha! or maybe because im not tat shine,i guess,tat's why no people wanna fren with me. :'(

weather supperrrr hot lately.sleep till sweat,finish bath also sweat,walk one step also sweat!ish!!come burn my fats lar sun!im so so so lazy. people said 世上没有丑女人, 只有懒女人.conclusion, im lazy = im ugly. O______________O"

it's time to bed now. gotta wake up at 6am tomorrow. sweet dream people ;)

ps : im sorry yinnin.for the not understanding and not putting myself in ur situation just because i never experience that.i should know. sorry...

life's good.

2010-02-28T21:36:00.001+08:00

owh so boring again.
yenyee,my life is not as happening as urs.haha! but at least,no news is also a good news,right?
yesterday was the mouth-exercise-day. eat and eat and eat. till my stomach burst.not dare to weight myself. feels so guilty.coz it's been months i never exercise,yet ate so much.i guess my health is going to ring the alarm.hahaha! okay,start from tomorrow,the first day of march,cut down the food i eat,and do more exercise,sweat more!! ohh and i think it's time for me to be more hardworking and less complaining.forget to say,i fail both the papers, F4 and F5,in the progress test 1. progress test 2 is coming,and the passing marks are higher now.i think,i think i got a little bit of stress,with the new environment here.the hardworking-ness of the classmate,the to-and-fro from house to college,the very-little-entertainment i had over here (i think),the loneliness over here,and the not-so-safe-environment over here. :( ish im homesick now.i miss the time spent in my own house at my hometown with my family.although my hometown is quite boring,i can feel the warm ♥ ohh and i strongly agree that double-stories-house is better than condo,too limited space,i cant run/climb the stairs/shout as i like when im boring. owh so sad. :(

am blank at this moment.shit!ish!! okay.today i went to italianies to had lunch with mom,aunt and cousins. :) again.full till look like pregnant woman,and hardly to move,like yesterday.after tat sent mom to airport.and am back to this dead condo. :( feels like wanna go swimming,but lazy to let my whole body get wet. O__________O" feels like wanna jogging,but there's limited place here,unless i jog at carpark!?! ohh so hard!but the first thing to do is to cure my laziness.once lazy,it kill many things.HAHAHA!!

talking about the result thingy.i din expect i'll pass my progress test,but i also never expect there's a fear on me,after the real exam result out,and also after the test papers given back.i think,F4 and F5 is really hard.okay,what to do?just face it!this is the road i choose,so just keep going on,don give up,no blaming people,and no complaining :) suddenly miss my elder bro. i think guys wont complaint so much as girls right?i wanna be a guy!haha!

lately my good fren is insomnia.since i move to here,everynight i'll wake up from the sleep,and sleep again,and wake up again,and sleep again,and wake up again,in the midnight.this is so annoying.damn!any solution?maybe because i cant feel the safeness of staying here,and also the a-little-bit of stress. relax relax puiing!!

i think this post is the longest post of the year. hahaha!never write till so long since dunno when.lol..enjoy the pics. ;)

food we had.

i love kimchi!!

okay me.

good night friends :)

febuary babies!

2010-02-26T22:09:00.002+08:00

happy birthday for febuary babies!!

birthday: 23 Feb

happy belated birthday baby! it's your birthday tat day,but you went all the way from genting to damansara here to find me. i really get shock! haha! and i never buy present for you!woots!i know im a 'good' girlfriend!hahaha! you're so tired after working,yet still come to find me.although we just met for about 2hours,i appreciate that. may all your wishes come true. ♥

ps: the latest pic we had. it's been so long we never together snap pic le. :(

birthday: 27 Feb

happy birthday my far far bff! miss you so much!when wanna come find me? hahah!sent you a message thru facebook le. yerrr...20 years old le nih!ish..remind me i also almost 20 already in this year.aiyah..nevermind lar,don look old can already. haha! eh,现在是时候展现你的女人魅力了 horrr!! LOL! have a blast!

birthday: 28 Feb

say hi to ms.cheng..the one i met at Inti one year plus ago. :) wheeee~happy happy birthday!wish you everyday also happy! 笑一笑,世界更美妙!haha! since we change college, the talk we had also lesser. :( hmm..maybe because we stay quiet far from each other,i mean the place we stay, and the paper/class we take also different. one week just meet you two times. but i know you quite happy with your life now,this is wat i wan to see,really. you happy,i also happy.haha! hey don hesitate to find me if you need me.anytime.im always here for you ;) guess your housemates will celebrate your birthday for you,right?may all your dream come true! read ur fb message yar. do take care!! stay healthy!!

with ♥

dududadudu.

2010-02-23T11:04:00.000+08:00

good morning friends :)
good news. i pass both the papers :D luckily.
it's time to worry about this sem, F4 law and F5 performance management.
F4, need to memorize the section,the case law. oh sigh,my brain got limited space.
F5, the imagination!the calculation,the understanding,and a good brain. people said it's the toughest paper in the whole ACCA course. :(
huh..okay don worry!just do my best :D hard work hard work!which i din have.haha! i know im lazy,others also know im lazy,god know too! weeehhuuu...

♥

today din have class. so nice! currently watching 就想赖着你 while typing this post! haha! so nice.yesterday planned to study,do questions. but i know,i think the plan is just a plan.haha!

good luck!

2010-02-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

back again.
tomorrow 8am class again. hope i can sleep nicely tonight. exam result coming out tomorrow. should i check it at college or come back home just check? hmmp... weird feeling i had. should i nervous? i cant feel the nervous.but im sure when the clock strike 1pm,my heart sure will beat very fast,shivering. ohh whatever! wish me lucks tomorrow.and my friends too.all the best! =D oh and all the best for those who're getting their result on this thursday.relax relax!haha! who have to prepare speech?tell me tell me!woohoo~

♥

♥♥

see my big ass! woots!

ohh mommy mommy!

the cousins ;)

had dinner at chiang mai. =D

cousins again :)

stay tune.

2010-02-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

hello people! sorry for the no update recently =)
happy chinese new year!
not much photos been taken. not yet transfer into com. so will let you all see some other time. =D
random cny life lor...not so happening. haha!
visit relatives and friends, take angpao, play mahjong.
havent meet some of my friends yet. hmmm..something / someone is missing. :(
eh ong yen yee!i miss you eh! HOW? hahahaha!
short update.
to be continue...

i still need a red clothe!

2010-01-29T17:44:00.000+08:00

hello people =D
sorry for all the emo post. yea and now,me is back ;) no more emo.
im so excited now.cant wait for chinese new year!! me love me love chinese new year! ohh ohh ohh!! the big family reunion ♥ and also the old friends reunion ;)

okay,i had no story to tell. my life is too random. i went to giant just now.i bought detergent,vitagen,dettol,soap,spaghetti, etc... O___O oh and i just sign in my friendster just now! wow~so 'surprise'! -___________-

ohh i really had no story. :( hmmm...oh i got two progress test next week. and i dont know what the shit is happening. :( so i think i will be ended up sitting in mr.teo's room,yumcha with him. fyi,he is the head of program, i guess larh. oh and he looks cute when he's smiling. =/ and then, gong hei fat coi!! tong tong tong ciang! and then, result's out!

sigh. time past really fast. 11months to go in 2010, and then 2011, and then 2012,and then doomsday.woots~ and im getting older and older, fatter and fatter. haha! so what? lalalalala!

okay larh,i really had no story to tell. just crapping around.haha! oh i miss so many people :(

bye bye bye bye ♥

new year and i eat shit!

2010-01-21T13:50:00.000+08:00

this year is really not my year. everything was not smooth at all!!i cant get new friends while others yes, i cant have enough sleep, i scratched my car, people drive like shit and i cant stand it , oh and today i got prank i guess. went to lunch at asiacafe just now, and when im leaving,one guy chase after me and said "miss miss,your friend call you" while pointing to the place. and i see strangers only. duh! aku amat "prettie" izit? mahai! i just walk away and din give any respond to them. ohh well well, you're not in the right time to play with me. yea and if i was in the mood, and you'll know how crazy am i!

life is so random nowadays. or i should say I HAD NO LIFE!ugghh! desperate for a new friend,or friends! it's hard to get know people in the class as there's about 80+ people in my class,and most of them already know each other,they're classmates before. and im like alien. a big fat ugly alien. duh! wonder will i get autism :( S.O.S

i need a desk!

2010-01-17T15:23:00.001+08:00

went to pudu pasar to buy some stuff just now. uggh! damn stinky. it's really really stinky that can make you vomit. so me and my cousins use tissue paper to filter our breathe. and suddenly one malay guy shout 'pasar sangat busuk ar?' bloody hell! if pasar not busuk, den it's not pasar larh, call it super market! duhh!

attend three class of law. oh and surprisingly i like law. =D i love to listen to the stories but not memorizing all the section and the case. hopefully i wont fail my law and performance management this sem. performance management's lecturer not as good as i tot. whatever, put more hardwork and i'll pass. hopefully :)

the house still in a mess. i had no desk for me to study.sigh. quite nervous coz till now i havent start to revise anything and i scare i cant catch up the lecture. sigh. sunway students really hardworking. before class start, everyone in the lecture theater sure will be studying, facing the book/notes. but me, the only one, day dreaming, the book and notes closing, doing nothing except look here and look there. ish ish ish. new environment new culture? i think i still cant suit it. duhh! im quite stubborn sometime,okay,not sometime,is always. :(

weehuuu~ cny is coming. shopping for new clothes. as always do. this year my clothes all is grey in colour. i dunno why,don ask me.i want colourful clothes. but what to do, boutique dint sell much colourful clothes in my size.

got so many things keep in my heart. cant write it here. tak boleh express it out. haha! thanks sheng and keen. muacks!

delicious.

a little bit crazy only. don worry. haha!

this is the LOVE!!

kat ikea. =D

aduiiii.

im so lonely T.T

2010-01-10T13:32:00.001+08:00

friday was the first day of class. auditorium is warm. havent get know any new friends yet.
i feel like im so away from my friends now,tianhui and yinnin. :( so sad. maybe because im living far away from them.after done everything,i'll drive back. and very less talk with them.im so sorry. :( sad till can die.feel like i have no friend. no people to talk with, no people to hang out with. sigh!! im so friend-less. sigh! i think i still cant suit the new environment.everyday need to drive so far,everyday need to stuck in traffic jam a little while, almost everyday need to wake up early. it had become a habit for me to wake up in the midnight and sleep again,for so many times. i think is because i scare i will wake up late,and will late to class. and im so afraid i'll lost my way. this is good perhaps. i learn to be independent. but,im so lonely. :(

sunday sunday. im so hungry right now. ohh and welcome back my diet plan. gotta lose more weight. no more lazy and no more excuses. be determine!! no one will help me except myself. okay stop being emo in this early day.

take care dudes. and have a nice day. =D

i will find my way.

2010-01-06T18:29:00.000+08:00

dog tired.clean the whole house. sweat like hell.satisfy now =D
okay.so today is the orientation day.just listen to those people bla.what a boring orientation.din have ice breaking pun.tot i can get know new friends.cheh! sit till my ass pain. blah.watever.i had 8am class for monday wednesday and friday.which mean i had to wake up at 6am and prepare for everything and stuck in traffic jam for dunno how many minutes.nevermind.im prepared for everything. =D

will start classes this friday onwards. hope this sem wont be a tough sem for me. weehheee~ which is not so possible. ish ish ish..

okay bye gotta go.cousin is waiting me.going aunt's house for dinner. =D

31.12.2009

2009-12-31T01:40:00.000+08:00

the last day of 2009.
anything to say? hmmmm...
ughh i don wan to have a boring new year eve!
i want a better year compare to this year =D
okay,this year,peace. hmm..the big drama happened only in year end.
many people changed, in the good way,and also in the bad way.
and i know maybe, or for sure, i also did change a little bit, maybe good or bad, or both.
okay.i welcome you all to complaint about me,to me,not to others.
heard so many stories of others recently. he/she like this, he/she like that, blablabla.
i think everyone for sure will become the 'superstar' once,including me i guess.just that i dunno is the good or bad larh. anyone who know, just tell me yar.woots~ thankiuu! and for those whoever kena gossip,please don keep it in heart. what people said is not important,do they know you well? :) and those story-listener,don judge people by what others say. you still got your brain to analyze what people say is true or just simply gossip right? no offense yar =D everyone do gossip, and everyone kena gossip. this is fair enough! O___O hahaha! including me i know. hahaha!

hello people, how's your year 2009? izit nice? let's make 2010 the better one. =D
don regret,don look back. what goes around comes around.
life like puzzle. and thanks everyone for filling the puzzle of my life. =D
oh oh oh,talking like im already 80 years old and gonna die soon like tat. HAHAHA!
whatever,have a blessed!muackx!
i love everyone =DDD

what do you think about me?

2009-12-30T01:06:00.000+08:00

answer me. honestly!
just tell me the truth :)
okay ignore me.
insomnia. i guess is the coffee i took as breakfast make me cant sleep.
what can i do now?
ish..bosan nyer. :(
im so blank now. :(
listening the clock tic-toc tic-toc ,
reflecting myself.
goodnight.

merry x'mas babies ♥

2009-12-25T14:51:00.000+08:00

boring nyer my christmas.

come come date me!!

okay,last night had mini party at house.only relatives. to celebrate christmas, although we're not christian. =D

had turkey, spaghetti, fried beehun, cream puff, cheese tart, muffin, peanut cake and choco cake. =D all is home made. *love*

turkey turkey!

peanut cake. baked by mom =D

sad case!i gain 2kg already since i come back hometown. ish ish ish! whatever! think positively,the nice food wont wait for me right!hahaha!but the fats will forever follow me :( okay okay.next year start diet again lor. O___O

okay.some pics to share. last wednesday we went to bachok. went three beaches, celebrate yinger's sister birthday, kutip the super mini lala....had so much fun. =D memories will always stay!

LOL!!

the lonely guy - LooPooiKhiam!

BFF - YapCeekKeen ♥

us =D

picnic at the beach. =D

thanks YingErl for preparing the food ♥

me likey this pic! :)

okay ignore us!haha!

tourist! LOL

i know i know.

pantai irama, the second beach we went. =D

the third beach we went, at villa danialle.

dingg donggg danggg...

merry christmas everyone =D

we're happy kids. LOL

2009-12-20T18:56:00.000+08:00

dead blog. sorry =D

back to hometown.

busy with nothing actually. but lazy to update this blog.

played badminton, went beach, eat, poo, sleep.

random. no story to tell. :(

still havent hang out with so many people. :(

posing sial.

oopss.. im heavier. HAHAHA!

i lurbe this photo. =DD

and yesterday plan to go beach, but den cancel plan. ended up cooked spaghetti at winnie's house =D thanks winnie! i wanna go balai beach to collect the small small lala. T.T keen,when wanna bring me? i wanna go play! woosh!!dunno when will the second flood come. :( the wind are strong now. but less rain. better don flood on christmas eve or christmas! woots people! merry christmas!! ding ding dong!

we had nothing better to do. o.O

i din have the spaghetti pics. keen havent give me. will upload soon =D

ongyenyee! wootsss!!

miss you babeh!

alive.

2009-12-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

hello people. =DD
excited mood. woohoo!

tianhui said " before exam,you was a lady. and after exam,you're a guy! " LOL
and i said i wanna be a lady, and i'll be a lady when im 21st. haha! and she replied "don worry,twice a year you'll be a lady for a very short period, it's before exam!" LOL

should i perm my hair? or just let it be like shit now?
will i look old? oh no!

i need to pack my things now. tonnes of things to move. :(
tomorrow morning, withdraw from college. car wash. move things and airport and peijing's condo.
will be a tiring day tomorrow.but im happy! hahaha!
i will not stay in a jungle anymore. but a concrete jungle. =D

okay bye people.night! gonna start packing. =D

hello where're you??!

2009-11-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

~~how could this happen to me,~~
~~i open my eyes...~~

ugh! i cant concentrate! i cant concentrate!
although is a simple and easy sentence like 'apple is apple',
i still cant get it. read the sentence for thousand times ady.
sigh! what happen to me?
where's my heart, yenyee asked.
and i said " jet lag! still in korea! " LOL
watched 'family outing' again just now.okay,for the whole day. :(
yesterday also the same. T.T
i need to study, more and more and more, seriously!
no, i cant fail my papers!!
ti kong po pi po pi!!
okay.decided. tomorrow,no drama anymore,no online anymore, so,no comp anymore.
unplug the switches.
goodbye.again. i know. T.T
wish me lucks everybody!
i must PASSSSSSS!!

LOL

2009-11-21T12:53:00.001+08:00

LOL. i know i said my blog will be update when i finish exam.
today's mood quite good. and nothing to do while waiting yinnin for lunch. =D
upload the pics we took during eliena's bday, at her house.
see,i was wrestling with a tiger. hahaha!
just a short update. :D
bye everyone.

T.T

2009-11-20T18:31:00.000+08:00

crying in my heart.
nobody to blame.
only one i can blame, me myself. :(
okay.i need to double the effort.

dreamed a weird dream last night.
being a ghost is so happy. but not being a people. LOL
let me fly, let me do anything i wanna do, without any constraint.
sigh. my life is so sad, for the moment now. :(
gimme a stop,a station, i need a rest.

bye people. maybe i wont be update my blog till i finish my exam.
do miss me please :)

a happy day. o.O

2009-11-16T20:33:00.000+08:00

had nando's as lunch just now.and im satisfied. =D
went to midvalley just now.it's been raining the whole day.
on the highway, two bmw was racing i guess. and it's raining heavily. and nearly cause accident. whoa~ luckily no, if not,im sure i'll also be the victim.lalala... i wanna buy clothes, a pretty wedge sandal, a slingback flat, bags ... blah.everything also i want. but but..back to the same point. although the weight had reduce, im still obese. right? LOL. i want to buy high heels, but but..noway!i'll look like a giant. :'( okay,wait for mommy,and go shopping. the movable atm =D oh..and thankz mom! give me a big surprise..hahaha! happy happy. love you so much ♥

okay. milo + biscuits, my dinner. fall in love with milo and the digestive biscuit. =D don ask me why, i also dunno! hahaha! eat eat eat ;) and study study study. i came to realize that im quite nervous now,as not much time left, really! *shivering* goodbye people. and goodnight. T.T

i want turkey ♥

2009-11-15T17:27:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming soon! woohooo! i know im crazy.still long to go. LOL
wonder this year can i had turkey during christmas. mom is going to a concert at genting i think. can we have a christmas party? i want to eat turkey!! watched FAMILY just now. and it's about christmas. (im still watching last year's FAMILY) LOL i wanna go korea ♥ suddenly miss so much things.

it's still raining now. the weather is cold lately. last night i off the fan,and still can feel the cold. i think my fats are not working! o.O soon and soon, i'll be in exam hall,with nothing in my brain except korea show. T.T okay,next year,i wanna learn korea language, wanna play some instrument, saxophone? =D let's see how. scare i had no time to do all this. :( next year will be a better year ♥

rain ar rain,can you please stop now? T.T ohh,i miss Rain @ bi so much!

p/s: good luck and all the best to STPM candidates ♥ and ACCA candidates too. :)

good morning.

2009-11-12T00:26:00.002+08:00

it's am now. and im going to bed soon.

just now reading some news. and saw one news, title is 'what?another celebrity sex tape?' okay,it's a korean news actually. and they are guessing who is this girl. someone said is her,and someone say no. and i read their comments about this news. and end up in laughter. im so bad.

hmm..just read it if you can see the wordings. not sure whether you all can read it anot. these comments start with a 'ewww'! and yea for sure, kena people bomb! wuuhuu.. okay for me, i think this is a common thing too. i like this sentence "its just a couple havin sex… thats all…what’s so disgusting about that… remember that you were born in this world because of your parents havin” sex… don’t you forget that!!!" LOL .. actually there still lots of comments. lazy. so i just cut this part. =D and another sentence "Sex can be art, in fact (I’m an art major, and I learned this in my history class)" o.O im not art student.hmmp.. agree with them. but please, im not agree with those promiscuous girls or so call casualsex-thingy. :)

still waiting for my 'you're beautiful' epi11 & 12! T.T

im so flower heart. =D

night people.

or should say good morning people =D

antisocial today.

2009-11-09T14:00:00.000+08:00

dont ask me why. i also dunno. o.O

yesterday went to alamanda with yinnin. she drove. thanks yinnin. the first time went there.and probably no next time. =D i need shopping seriously. but the more i need is a good body shape, a slim body, at least is a normal size that easily buy clothes. T.T

the weather is weird recently. extremely hot, den rain. make me headache.

i'd been days never study. sigh. wondering can i finish everything by 27th nov?

have a nice day people. am going to have lunch now. and hello doc,here i come :(

im running out of time.

2009-11-03T18:45:00.001+08:00

can this symbol (C: count as a smiley face with double chin ?it's me. LOL

fresh photo.

my face so red after jogging. =D

okay.maybe you cant see where is the red. o.O

roomie back hometown already. left me alone in room =)

but i need to appreciate this alone-in-room-feeling,

coz she's coming back on sunday. to work in inti.

the whole day i've been online watching drama.

and not yet start my study. =(

actually im quite scare.

scare not enough time to cover everything,

scare will fail these two papers.

what to do? im a lazy ass!

im hungry now.

want to eat the currypuff so much.

see the pic below.

this currypuff is so damn nice,

and it's spicy, really is CURRY taste! =D

see, it's bigger than my mouse.

yummy yummy!

bye people. gotta shower and go to eat! =D

good luck for my form 6 friends in the coming exam,

and good luck to me too ;)

last last last, congrats for not studying in CH again.

HAHAHA!

enjoy your graduation tomorrow *hugsss*

i need a life.

2009-11-02T16:33:00.000+08:00

sigh. so boring. college start to become empty. again.
this wont affect me much actually. i like the empty college and hostel. coz lesser people online,lesser people walking =D but, nobody upload new episod of dramass and new movie. make me so dead. im stuck! sigh!
study one chapter of f9 today morning. totally cant concentrate. and i think only 30% im absorbing. sigh!

so boring.study also boring,online also boring,facebook is damn boring too. i need shopping. actually im glad tat im not a normal size person. hahaha! coz this make me spend lesser. see,im so big in size,yet spent so much on shopping. if im normal size person, i think i'll buy every dress tat i like. hahaha! im bad.i always ask my cousin to buy those dress or clothes that i like. coz i cant wear. T.T

what can i do now? other than study T.T i need the mock exam marks to motivate me study. please switch on my engine please! what's in my mind was eat,play,shop,and travel! dream,always day-dreaming. :(

i still thinking what to do. :(

my new love ♥

2009-10-31T12:25:00.000+08:00

Lee Hong-gi - 이홍기
yeebee,pauline and keen. watch 'you're beautiful' this korea drama! =D
this guy is so so so damn cute! woots woots! my new love ♥

name: Lee Hong-Gi (Vocals of F.T. Island)
Date of birth: March 2, 1990
Height: 178 cm
Blood type: AB

ain't he cute? *drooling*

watch 家族诞生 yesterday. fyi,this is a korea outdoor show which will make you laugh till you fall down from your chair and keep rolling on the floor!and you'll laugh till your voice disappear!really! if you're moody, just watch this! my another love in this show is the cinderella 李天熙! he's so funny. guess what, when people ask him to wash vege, he use soap to wash it! HAHAHA! so damn funny! LOL okay,i should let you all explore this show yourself. =D

woots...what to eat later? the most difficult question in this world! "what you wanna eat? " headache when think of this. okay bye. shower and lunch =D

p/s: it's been raining from yesterday till now. =D atmosphere is wet. good for sleeping. but not good for drying clothes. :(

notitle.

2009-10-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

arghh.. im so boring! im dead!
hope can make more outgoing friends next year. =D
maybe i should not complaint tat im boring,i had nothing to do. exam is coming. and i know i need to prepare for my exam. one month. izit enough? after mock exam,i know i need to do more exercises. sigh! im just simply lazy. tell myself i must start study tomorrow. well,who knows what will happen tomorrow right? o.O recently im watching three series i guess. or more than that. :) im still waiting the next episod. nobody upload new episod to share. im so sad. im so dead. im going crazy. what can i do later? T.T my life is so damn boring. save me people! sigh! i got so many small pimples on my face. ewwww! im ugly! ughh..i feel hungry! cilakak. bye =D

i love rainy day.

2009-10-28T15:58:00.002+08:00

feels so comfort and so relax when it's raining.
i love this feeling. =D
i know i should not be typing post now. i should be studying right now nanana!
whatever. start study later =) hope i got enough time to cover the whole syllabus of F9.
another no-jogging-day. dunno should :) or :(
actually i just don wan to make my blog so dead.
so update some random thing. hahaha! you can smack me if you want!
satisfy with the life now. no complaint. this is good right? haha!
okay tata. gotta start my study. if not tomorrow i gonna pass up blank paper. o.O
suddenly so miss wongmeihuey! T.T

i cant stand you anymore!

2009-10-24T10:30:00.000+08:00

are you deaf?
do you know today is saturday,weekend which everybody enjoy sleeping so much?
if you don wan wake so early,den please don set your alarm! walaoh eh!you set alarm,den i wake up! your alarm sound is so irritating, fyi, is those 'ti-ti-ti' sound! i already kick the wall,do angry sound, and you still don wan move your lazy ass to close the alarm! the alarm ring about 10min already!i think you really deaf!im so damn angry!so i wake up, i on my computer, i take my toothbrush, i walk noisily, i close the door and i go toilet pee,wash face and bruth teeth. and i come back. ARE YOU DEAF?or you already die? the alarm still ringing!again, i walk noisily, i clear my table noisily, and you havent wake up! when i start to write this blog, you just move your heavy lazy ass and close the alarm! and you sleep back! $%&^#$%! the alarm already ring for 20min plus! this is not the first time already! last time more worst, this 'ti-ti-ti' alarm plus her handphone alarm, a noisy song, somemore is in loud volume, somemore is in 7am plus! and same situation,she's deaf!!!! did she know she still got a roommate who is still alive and not deaf?

i cant stand her anymore!! luckily still left one month to go! okay, let me complaint other things that i cant anymore. yinnin,remember last time i said i wont clean my room anymore? but after that,i still force to clean my room,because it's too dirty! people, im the one who clean room,and she's the one who make the room dirty! am i your maid? she still can sleep in a dirty room.sigh! im so pity your next roomie. hello her-next-roomie, if you're a person who sleep early like me,before 12am, den start from now, you need to practise to sleep with the white light on! if not,den you gonna sleep after 2am. and you gonna have a 'healthy' liver! take care and good luck! oh and and and,if she got early class and you're not, another thing you need to stand is the noisy sound she make after she wake up,such as do thing loudly,on the white light(sometime),and bang the door so loud! i guess she's really deaf! oh and, if got people knock door, you need to go and open the door and see who's coming to find her. as what i say, she's deaf,so she cant hear anyone knock the door. i think that's all. goodbye to you forever!