friendship

seriously,i felt that i'm really in a friendship trouble.
'is she my friend?'
'should i tell her what i think about her?'
'should i be like "chap ka you" attitude?'
these questions can apply on my two friends.
one,i really is like bo chap her le.
but sometime will feel pity to her too~
the another one..haiz..i really got a bit disappointed..maybe not just a bit.
izit everyone who come out study de also will change?
maybe some..and maybe everyone.
and maybe me too~just that i dunno.or i din realise..
tears rolling in my eyes again..
so miss last time de us~really...
she's change!!she really change!
maybe..maybe she need new friends..
maybe she feel bored of me..
really..after come out study..feel that everything is not the same anymore.
nothing will last forever.friendship too.some.
best friend will become not-so-best friend,and den become a normal friend,and lastly become a hi-bye friend.
i don wan us to be a hi-bye friend.
it's so weird.really...
maybe everyone also more matured le now..
and i..i dunno...maybe me too.
sometime chat with friends,feel like i'm not the last time me..
i dunno..i really dunno..

The most I can do for my friend is simply be his friend.

~Henry David Thoreau

xxxx

went to 1u today.meet yeebee and yong en.keen too.
kara-ok from 2pm to 630pm.after tat went to plus one shabu-shabu.delicious!!haha...after shabu,straightly went to the shop opposite 'gei tak sek'.haha..damn full now!!i'm going to kill myself soon.keep on say wanna diet,but also cant do it!kill me bah people!!today got a bit disappointed!because haagen close down le!!no more haagen in 1u!!i want to eat i want to eat!! T.T felt happy hang out with yeebee yong en and keen.appreciate it.today keep on laugh when we're having our dinner.and i miss it so much!! "laugh out loud" and "zhu tian xiz tai ping"(chinese). hahaha...you know i know.haha...enjoy so much..

tomorrow plan to go sunway lagoon.must buy a sunblock first.i don wan to become darker!!hope tomorrow i also can enjoy my day.god,please don give me those problems le!!please...and thank you..

new day,new life,new thought.

small test

four more hours i'm going to have test.it's just a small test.muahaha...dunno should i nervous anot,or worry about it anot.haha..i think half half lar.haha...still got the mood to blog. =.='

yesterday night went to study with my course mate at block N.730pm went there,just sit and koya,half an hours past.den tian hui came.start study.say is study,actually is chit chating.hahaha...but i very hardworking nuh.i chit-chating and studying.one brain two functions.haha..another 45mins past,hungry.went to dining hall and bought our so-call-dinner.haha...two people share one porridge.geng ler~bo bian.mom said cant eat after 8pm!haha...waste another 30 mins i think.and den,finally..finally can went back and start study.and xue ning came.den she also asked the dubaian(hassan) to join us..and there's begin our crazy conversation and bla bla bla.1130pm,tian hui said she wanted to stop and go back le,and hassan went to mc.d with his friends.and left me and xue ning.maybe we're easy influenced by others,and we also din have to mood to study.1230am,hassan came back.and we start to chat about religion things,world war,politics bla bla bla...and we chat till 4am in the morning!oh my god!!and today morning have a 830am class!!and imagine,we have to wake up at 730am and prepare!arghh!!i'm so not enough sleep!haha...just can say pader to me!!haha...i just slept 3 hours ++!!kelian me!

i think god really can hear what i say!haha..or maybe HE also got read our blog.haha...yesterday night,finally i can really laugh till very loud,and the whole body shaking,and is laugh from my heart!haha...maybe too long din laugh lik this le.found tat actually hassan also is the same tone as me and xue ning.haha..yesterday really very happy and very relax.relax till now also not so care the test!who call that is a small test!haha...

going to bed le me.sleepy! =.="
and good luck for my small test!

friend

old friends are better!!
i miss you all so much!!
i need to know more friends at inti!!
my class really is bo lang liao!!arghh!!
sometimes will feel bored if keep on see the same people only.really..maybe me only.hehe..i'm so bad.but if together with old friends,i wont feel so.
i cant find a same tone as me de friend at here.before this,got.but now she already left.why you wanna left??haiz...my life's so boring at here!!i'm going to die soon!!
feel tat it's difficult for me to talk or communicate with those elder than me de friends.
i more enjoy my secondary school life,everyday live in the laughter.now,no more!!no more!!!seriously,i need more friends that know how to joke and not so serious every time!!don always tell me about how the business is operating,i hate tat.during lecture also listen,den you still want to talk with me about the same thing again!!arghh!!i need friends like xue ning.she's funny too.haha...but unfortunately she live at outside.cant everyday go her house.if not her roommate gonna splash water on me!hahaha...and mr tye wei liang and the gangz.know you all are busy.but i'm really boring ler always face one people only.and is a foreigner pulok tuh!haiz...

seriously,i need more friends that are funny and always can joke de.

Friday faster come please.cant wait to go to subang.wanna hang out with yee bee.and wanna meet my lovely super duper cute and funny friends.hahaha...and this call life! haha...

i miss you all so much!!

中秋节快乐 =D

独在异乡为异客 , 每逢佳节倍思亲 ..

learn this ming ju when i'm in form 3 or form 4 (maybe) like tat.
but this is the first time i experience it.
know what is the meaning of this ming ju?haha...
go back and check in your dictionary bah!

the years before,each and every festivals also i celebrate with my family and relatives.
but this year,not the same anymore.just can celebrate with brother and my cousin who stay at here.so miss my parent,my cousins,my aunts and my uncles.as you all know,i got a big family.so every festival,we'll celebrate it together.feel so warm.and i like the feeling and the atmosphere.and now,i just can imbas kembali..haiz...so miss my ah ma now.my dad's mom.last time,when she's still alive,we use to celebrate our birthday together during lantern night.because our chinese birthday very near,i think so.hehe..i very miss my ah ma!!when i think of her,i'll cry.now also got some tears rolling in my eyes.hehe...i remember my granny got come and find me in my dream,and told me something.twice.each time after the dream,i'll wake up and cry.uncontrolable.really.i miss the time when my granny still alive.she always make the porridge with the kiam nui for me and pui yau.it's delicious.i love it.and she likes to play mahjong.maybe our loo's family genes are from her!haha...think back all those childhood memories!miss them so much!if got time,i'll tell you all my childhood memories.it's sweet and blissful.i love my family!muackss `

last friday came to subang again.and overnight at yen yee house.the first night mich also overnight at here.guess what time we slept?haha...it's 4am plus!we chat all the night.talk about our primary school memories and other things!haha...now think back also felt that i'm stupid.haha..and very funny.hahaha..from standard 5 to standard 6,from standard 6 to form 1,form 2....and form 5.i love my life.i got sweet friends and sweet family.they colour my life!and now,my life is so colourful..thanks my papa and mommy who bring me to this world!!i love you both!i love you mommy..and i love you papa!!thankz for everything you all gave me!and i appreciate all this!

got to go now.my cousin is one the way to fetch me! =D
and 中秋节快乐 ..

happy birthday

short post.

again and again.already third time i change CPU.but CPU still got problem.first CPU is the one i bring from my home,break down.then,bought a new CPU.one month before,start to sick.took to repair,tat person said is because the inside thing spoil,and this CPU still under warranty,so my cousin sent back to the seller.third CPU,my bro CPU.he said he used two years le,guarantee no problem..but now..seems like got more problems!!keep on restart and restart!!so i gonna write a short blog only.scare will suddenly restart again.

today is chonng pei, cheah shien and wei liang birthday.
happy birthday to three of you.
new age,new life.
cp and cs,please don always emo le!
it's not good for health.
life's short.
those sad things already past,is a history.
so just let it be.just live your life happily,don always think so much yar~
cheer up yar~ =D

A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun. Enjoy the trip.

. unknown author.

p/s : while writing this post,my CPU restart two times le!!

charcoal.

back to inti again.

miss beach much!although it make me look brown.haha...i love beach-ing with friends.
went to beach twice when i was at kb.one is PCB and another is Pantai Sri Tujuh.
totally mad at PCB.haha...the monkey khiam keep on make those gilo gilo things and just we keep on laugh till stomach burst.haha..enjoy so much.hope next time can go more far de beach.but i dunno how to go.still not tat expert in finding roads.haha...unser really nice to drive.but..sometime..you know..my leg keep on wanna cramp.haha...maybe too long din drive manual car le.hehe..let's see some pics we snap..i'm lazy to write le.

p/s : begin with normal pics first.

saw people play jet ski.

me and miss wan yin.

wiuwit~

left : medium head

right : super extra big head leng lui-est!

i'm short. =.="

sweet than me lui! ngesh~ =D

attention : the heads, the height, the body, and the hand!

khiam : no..no..don kiss me!!

puk : li ka wa lai!!

he tried to goda khiam =p